Monday, September 22, 2008

Hope Now...


So, the Lord has been capturing my heart again. What does that mean? I know – it sounds all mushy or spiritual… but really. He is capturing my heart. He is reminding me of the love that He has poured out on me. He is whispering to me in the darkness. He is telling me that I am lovely. He is telling me that I am His. He is reminding me what it is like when I cling to Him and Him alone. It is an amazing time. It is a time that I have longed for well, for years - literally. He is so faithful to pursue me. Even when I am throwing a temper-tantrum. Sometimes I feel like I am a little girl – pouting with a big lip out and crossing my arms. Sitting in a little huffy pile on the floor… He is the Daddy who scoops me up and lifts my chin with His big Daddy finger and smiles as if to say – “I love you even when you are upset with me. There is nothing you can do to turn my love away.” He just never quits. He never gives up on us. Praise Him for His generous love. Listen with your heart to the words of this song…
If everything comes down to love then just what am I afraid of.
When I call out your name - something inside awakes inside my soul…
How quickly I forget I’m yours
I am not my own, I’ve been carried by you all my life…
Everything rides on hope now, everything rides on faith somehow…
When the world has broken me down, your love sets me free.
And when my life is like a storm, rising waters - all I want is the shore
You say I’ll be okay and make it through the rain
You are my shelter from the storm,
And everything rides on hope now, everything rides on faith somehow
And when the world has broken me down, your love sets me free.
I am not my own, I have been carried by you all my life
You’ve become my hearts desire
And I will sing your praises higher
Cause your love sets me free
Your love sets me free

What a beautiful song, and picture of how we are not alone, and we are not our own. We belong to Him. He created us, but He also cares for us. He didn’t make us and then abandon us. He created us for His pleasure, and He does delight in us. In the book “Longing for You” by Debra-Louise Cossu, she writes that He loves us so much that even “All that has not been uttered from the very depths of your being resounds in His heart, and He listens carefully.” He listens carefully even to the things that never cross our lips. The things that we aren’t brave enough to ask for. He is the Giver of all good things. He knows our hearts – even when we don’t. What a Savior to love like that! He is daily saving me from myself! There is no time to live to please man. There is only time to live to please the Author of life… the Lover of our souls. Let Him capture your heart again too! Beg Him for it – He will come and He will steal your heart away! If you have never had a season of being captured by Him – ask for Him to come and pursue you. He already is. You just need to be aware of it. Ask for eyes to see, and ears to hear how He loves you. It isn’t selfish to want Him to fill you up. Because when you are full of His love and passion – you will become passionate about sharing it with others. And isn’t that the whole point of our existence? Didn’t we receive a ministry of reconciliation? Reconciling the lost and dying world to the Savior? If we do not get passionate about His love for us, we will only be clanging cymbals. We will be a noisy gong. The whole point of life is love. The entire point. That is it. Love God, and love others, and the only reason we can love in the first place is because He first loved us. Receive love, then return it and spill it out all over other people. That is it. Take time to refresh yourself in Him. If you have been running and spending all of your time and energy pouring out… take a little sabbatical and rest in Him. Let Him refuel you for the times ahead. He longs to hear your voice too. He desires that you spend time with Him. Not time that you check off of a list, but intimate time where you pour your heart out to Him – and then sit quietly while He shares His heart with you. Take time to sit with Him, you will never be sorry for it! Oh He is worth it!